October 2010
crush
I`ve liked someone for the longest time and I never realized it. I`ve liked him for about 4 years now.
He was real good-looking and totally my type. He had beautiful proportions, pretty features, dressed well, talented, smart, friendly, Christian—actually, he was almost everything listed on my future husband list. He was that perfect.
But he seemed too good to be true. So I secretly did...
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just
I went to a cafe with church girls yesterday.
A waiter greeted us. I recognized him from my first high school. He was still so attractive. I couldn’t help but glance over my shoulder to see if he was around. I remembered when I had the biggest crush on him but it didn`t really go that far because he was just… too hot LOL. And I was ugly. There were times when I thought back to him. I...
yes, no ?
I don`t have anything purple to wear. I`ve never been interested in the color purple because purple made the wrong way is just tacky and you end up looking like an eggplant no one wants. So, I don`t have purple to wear tomorrow.
Does Maroon count .__.
But I doubt I`ll leave the house tomorrow, lmfao. I`m such a loser.
episode
OH YEAH, LMFAO.
Sajangnim, general manager, and manager were laughing & talking. And then they ended up leaving the ONE office key inside the office and closed the automatically locking office door. Sajangnim’s husband came to try to open it but didn`t work.
I wanted to laugh. But then the consequence came to me because manager left to go get a spare key or something (Idk, she just...
what a day
Today morning, I woke up at 6 when my mom was leaving for work because I had to go to work and without being woken up in person, I will never wake up.
I tossed and turned in bed until 12am`ish last night.
My shift today was supposed to be from 10-3pm. I was very tired but I thought, “I get out an hour earlier today so that`s great.” I left the house early to get to the station...
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co-worker
Tomorrow, I pray I work with Michelle un`e.
And I pray that the perverted man who looks at women`s underwear comes by again because we laugh our butts off when he comes by.
PLEASE. LET ME WORK WITH MICHELLE AGAIN.
girls
Sometimes it`s hard to be friends with girls.
With some girls I 눈치 so much that I`m just not comfortable around them. I have to think twice about what I say or else they`ll go and judge me and I`ll have to live with knowing that someone thinks negatively about me. I try to stay away from these kind of people.
Some girls just have a goddamn cactus shoved up their vagina or something. Soooo anal...
rainy days fill me with romance
Today`s not that rainy but it is pretty cloudy and “gloomy.”
I love days like today. It`s chilly but not too cold and it seems melancholy enough to spend a beautiful day by yourself and think of the things in the past, present, and future without being called “emo.”
Days like today, I think back to New York and the rainy autumn days when the street I used to live on was...
tattoo
I`ve been wanting one for a while but I shouldn`t get it.
I`m going to regret it so quickly. Today, I might be into stars but tomorrow my view will change. There`s a chance that I`ll regret having my bare skin that`s a 100% just me. I`d be happy with how it looks for a day, and then I`ll hate how it looks another day.
I mean, my skin is my skin. I like how it looks (it`s just a little dark,...
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craving
I feel like I haven`t gone out to eat something that I wanted/craved. I`ve been just… a tag-along, I guess but now I try not to because well, I have no money, and I just don`t really want to burden anyone else.
But I`ve been really craving -Pasta -Cookies -Chocolate -Ho-dduk -Rabboki -Currypan -Sushi -Pho -Earl Gray tea -Kalbi -Boba -Pizza -Sandwich -Pretzel -Corndog
Sorry if this post...
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groria replied to your post: laughing
lol, don’t worry about it. i sound like a dolphin.
LOL, this made my today & tomorrow. AHAHA.<3 I kinda miss you, darling, though we never talked properly during school.
laughing
I think my laugh is unattractive. So does my mom.
I`m going to change my laugh now.
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sketchbook
Jane un`e looked through my sketchbook today.
She said basically said she liked it very much, and I believe it was sincere. She said there was personality and experimentation in the very few pages that I`ve filled in my sketchbook, which was really good. She also said my sketchbook is filled with fun rather than something that was created because they were forced to draw in it.
I was so happy...
addiction
Today`s sermon discussed about our sinful addictions.
I`m the type of person who gets addicted to something very quickly when I give it the chance. When I first started Xanga, I was addicted right away. I loved talking about myself and my day. And there were so many pretty layouts, too (lol). And I never really gave MySpace a chance because I rarely talked about myself but facebook was a...
rainy
Today`s morning was perfect.
I woke up to cold air hitting my face and then cuddled with my cat and slept in for another 15-30 minutes. Then I actually woke up and stepped out to my balcony. The morning rain smelled so nice. And then I took a nice warm shower and boiled some water to have tea.
Then I drew for a bit in my sketchbook & started to get ready for church. :)
I`m filled with so...
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School (2AM Version)
fyeah2am:
Getting Ready
Walking to school
Morning Lessons
Break with Friends
Realizing we had homework
Teacher is discussing
Teacher called you
Guessing the answer to a question and getting it right
Pop quiz
Lunch
Crush enters the hallway
Overhear someone bitching about me
Hearing a corny joke
Last Lesson
Getting home
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lala
I like not having many followers.
And I like how most of my followers probably don`t pay attention to what I say or really care about what I post. It feels like a no-judge zone. I can just talk about me and it`s just mostly there for me to see later on how my character has been built and how I`ve changed.
So, hi, I`m kinda craving a cigarette. But I quit, I promise :)
i hate
being stood up. But it happens to me a lot.
I get excited really easily for the smallest things. And when someone who’s company I enjoy invites me to something, I spend hours, even days, deciding on what to wear, debating if I should wear my glasses or not, and wondering on what kind of an image I should work out for that day.
And after all that thinking and effort of throwing on and...
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romantic
My mom is filled with so much romance. I love how trendy she is even to this day, not much in her fashion, but her interests and lifestyle. She deserved so much more in a marriage. I feel so sorry for her.
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first
William: oh wooooow
William: miiiisa
William: that's how people get raped DD:
Me: no one will rape me
Me: i will rape them first
William: HAHAHAHA
William: that's frighteningly sexy
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Just try to rape me. I dare you.
just watch
My mom`s going to come home, ask me if I`ve eaten, I`ll say no, and she`ll have a bitchfit.
And then I`ll feel hungry because I feel like I should`ve eaten. But she`s going to starve me and say “You`ll get fat, eat a lot tomorrow morning.” Screw you, stomach and useless brain. :|
special
Basically, I`m home alone, thought I had a Plan A&B to spend the night out tonight but failed LMFAO.
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William: awwwwww
William: i should've had you come over
William: then maybe i'd have incentive to go to fall fest lol
Me: LOOL except where are you ?
Me: and where am i ? LOL
William: i'd pay for it
William: and pick you up from the station
Me: LOL IT'S LIKE $50 ROUND TRIP
William: yeeeeah well you're worth it
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Totally. Totally made my night. : ) Heeheehee, I feel all special and good inside now.
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hungry ?
I`m the type of person who LOVES being at home. I love rolling around in bed with my cat or my guitar. Before I got either of them, I just loved rolling around. I`m just in love with the coziness my home has and it`s my comfortable spot where I can just pick my nose and sing real loud without giving a sht about someone listening.
But once I`m motivated to get my lazy ass up and about on the...
moomoo
She`s really helping me get through being single. Always available for hugs & kisses & baby talks (lmfao). AAAAHHH, I love her so much.
@ohmonah
I fckn love talking to her.♥ One of theeee most awesome people I`ve met online. :)
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