Gtfo, 2011. Never want to relive you.
Except maybe that one awesome week he serviced me with.
Meowing loudly with stray cats on the balcony at...
I think I’m pretty awesome.
I want to go back to being a boy.
No matter how many times people step out of my life, I will never get used to it. And no matter how many times I try to convince myself by saying, “I’m used to it,” I’m not fucking used to it. It hurts, okay. I try to learn and stop myself from getting attached, but I find charming points in people that I cannot help but want to get close to. Urgh.
A patient called to make an appointment today. This is how or conversation went down.
Patient: Are you open on January 2nd?
Me: No, we're closed that day.
Patient: What about on Saturday?
Me: This Saturday? We're closed that day too.
Patient: So... you're closed from Saturday to Tuesday.
Me: No, we're open on Tuesday.
Patient: You just said you're closed on the 2nd.
Me: Yes, we're closed on the 2nd, but we're open on Tuesday.
Patient: The 2nd IS Tuesday. LOOK AT THE CALENDAR AND SPEAK -getting angry-
Me: ... The 2nd is a Monday.
Patient: No, it isn't, LOOK AT THE CALENDAR, ARE YOU LOOKING AT A CALENDAR.
Me: Yes, I am. The first is a Sunday and the 2nd is a Monday. We are open on the 3rd, which is a Tuesday.
Patient: ....... Oh........ Is that so..... Okay, I will call back.
He did not call back.
What are we doing? What do you mean what are we doing? Do you like me? Of course I do. Do you like me? Of course I do. Alright then. Are you fine with this? With us? Are you and I an “us?” Where are you going with this? I won’t be seeing you for a long time. Yeah. If you leave me by describing you and me as “us” then I’m going to be hurting for a long time....
We broke up.
Well, not really “broke up” since we weren’t anything in the first place. But we ended it today. It was fun while it lasted, though. I will be cherishing our memory forever.
Stray cats rubbing all over me and shit.
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손 시리지 않냐? 아니, 난 손 차가운게 좋아 아까 되게 차갑던데— 야 완전 시렵잖아 따듯하다… 헤헷 Aren’t your hands cold? No, I like it when my hands are cold It felt really cold before— hey, they’re super cold Warm… hehe
We held hands.
I might be getting a new phone soon.
But guess what I’m getting. Probably the shitty American Lollipop version they call “D-Lite.” I think I was born in the wrong era. Everyone’s switching to 4G shit, I don’t even know what that means. Yup. My second pink phone. Gonna have to last me another two years.
The Beatles saved the world from boredom.– George Harrison
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So, when I left the house today, it was really sunny and hot. So I was wearing shorts with tights and a flannel. But it got really cold later in the evening so while my friend and I were walking around, I had my arm linked with his. AND OF ALL TIMES, I MEET PEOPLE I KNOW ON THE STREET. What the fuck. They totally think he’s my boyfriend. How do I explain this.
oh god, the strays are so cute
I was outside feeding Ash with one of my friends. And while she’s eating, a male cat runs to her and starts meowing. I’m pretty sure he was telling her to get away from humans. But she totally ignored him and continued eating. When she was finished eating all the food I brought out, the male cat started rubbing himself all over her. But Ash, wow, she’s a super cool girl. She was...
Woke up late Went to church Had group meeting Had dinner Went bowling Went to TOMNTOMS Came home Something funny happened at the bowling alley. We first had two lanes for 11 people. But finishing one round was taking way too long, so when the lane next to ours was open, we went into groups of 4, 4, and 3. I was in the group of 3 and we were sharing balls with a group of 4 we’ve never seen...
I received a $30 gift card for Macy’s. I looked through the entire site and I’ve narrowed it down to these: guns sequin fair isle sweater dress leopard Considering the prices, choosing the sequin dress is most logical. But omfg, the gun print sweater… I think these are my first two choices. I’m in dire need of a new dress. But then again, I love sweaters so much. And I...
Robyn speaks wisdom.
This is the fucking life.
Hot chocolate, peppermint candy canes, cigarettes, and painting. I don’t need anything else.
My cousin just called to ask me what I want for...
I seriously don’t know what to tell her. I let go of all the shit I had in mind to buy. The only thing I was able to think of was Coco Mademoiselle eau de parfum because I don’t want to smell like cigarettes all the time. But I don’t want to tell her I want this. What the hell do I ask for. She’s not going to quit asking.
I have this idea in my head that my two half-brothers are living their lives without any worry. I imagine them to be very successful and handsome. I can see the two of them smiling with their family in professional suits drinking wine from delicate glasses. But life isn’t a drama. No matter how desperately I imagine them this way, reality might have taken them in a completely opposite...
I feel like I need to watch this movie a second time because I don’t think I got everything out of it. The animation was very lovely. Not was uniquely done as Triplettes but still, everything was all breathtaking from my view as a failed animator. The landscapes and scenery were all done so beautifully in the Chomet style I love. But the fucking storyline. This girl character was the exact...
Holy shit, I can't stop drawing.
I’m going to regret this tomorrow at work.
There’s a guy who’s been sitting outside on the steps of the building next door since Saturday. When I first passed by him Saturday morning, he was passed out with a bottle of Corona next to him snoring his head off. I thought, “Ugh, why would he want to live his life like that.” I passed by him twice more that day, once in the afternoon and once around 10 when I got back...
When I came out of my apartment building to start walking to work, I saw two figures running toward my direction from my right. I looked closely and I managed to understand the situation. A young boy, about 13, stole a bottle of SoBe and a bag of chips from the liquor store on the corner of the block. The Korean guy watching the store was running after him. I immediately ran after the boy. The...
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an advice I need to remind myself with
You need to stop thinking about ourselves and our problems. Just shut the fuck up. Stop feeling sorry for yourself for just a goddamn second. You’re not the only one with problems. And stop judging people with their crisis level. In the fucking present, what people are going through right now, at this very moment, is the biggest shit on earth. So shut the fuck up about yourself. If...
He got his vacation for Christmas week approved. Next week is going to be another bomb week. Time to work on his present, hehe.
I’m having recurring dreams. Actually, not really. Just the setting. The same building has been coming up. This has never happened to me before. What does it mean?
My bank guy is really freaking cute. He’s 28. I don’t think he has the manliness I find deeply attractive but he’s really freaking cute. His manager has dubbed us as the “Japanese couple” because apparently, we don’t look so Korean. It’s only a matter of time until he asks me to dinner. About 4 more paychecks, I think. ;)
Is Mac-N-Cheese good? I think the only kind I’ve ever had was the kind my mom made for me. And it was pretty bad. I mean, she’s never had to make Western food until this kid pops out of her vagina, grows up watching white kids eat different types of meals, and wants to try what they eat. So I’ve always thought it tasted nasty. Is it good though? If it’s properly made?
2011 fucking sucked. From beginning to end, it just sucked. Summary: My best friend decided she didn’t have any more time to spare for me. I went into denial thinking it was alright and that I had other people to think about. Then I started working in that Forever21 shithole. Got paid shit and was treated like shit. I got a surgery in March and that made me realize that I did not have any...
Getting paid today!
I would be getting $600, but goddamn taxes. I’m getting paid $500.
I hate buying my ciggs from Korean people. I’ve heard that if a girl walks around with a cigarette in her hand in Korea, people say shit behind her back. Well, I could care less about what people think about me, it’s just, I just feel really fucking awkward. I was running out yesterday night so I was walking around in the cold. And of all days, all the liquor stores around my house,...
With his leave, comes rain.
I was outside feeding Ash and having a cigarette. There were lots of people outside my apartment so Ash was being all cautious. And this shortass guy with his friend starts a conversation with me. At first he says, “Hi, hello…” and I thought he was talking to the cat so I didn’t pay any attention. And then I realized he was talking to me. So being polite, I said hi back....
I think the most attractive thing he’s said by far was, “I like doorknobs.” He suddenly looked amazingly sexy.
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By the way,
I’ve named the stray Ash. Thanks for all your suggestions in my ask box.
I need to know why. So I’m going to ask. But I will be bracing myself for the answer that the reason was because I was just an available toy.
I have a question.
Because I don’t understand how men think. You’re in a hotel room with a girl you somewhat know. Just any girl. Would you want to do her. Or does she have to have some kind of charm or something to get you turned on. Really curious. Just a question.
I cannot focus today. I had no sleep last night so I’m seriously using all my energy in keeping myself awake. And on top of it, I can’t keep what he’s whispered to me out of my head. I’m smiling like a fucking idiot with my eyes closed. Holy shit, I’m losing my mind.
Today was my last day seeing him. He’ll hopefully come back Christmas week if his company gives him leave. But he dropped me home this morning and as we were saying good-bye, he said one last thing with his very attractive smirk. “I don’t kiss ugly girls.”
I will never be able to forget last night.