February 2011
OBEY from UO →
I WANT THIS. NOW. IN A SMALL OR MEDIUM. Can someone think my birthday’s like now and buy it for me HAHA. I’m totally worth about $60 plus shipping. :)
Pff, yeah right. Isn’t it pretty? I really want. But my mom would kick me out.
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I like “Tonight.” Damn, that intro really got me. At first, I wished it was more than just an intro. But now that I think about it, it’s good, short and mad sweet.
I like their whole sound for their mini, but honestly, I miss the 거짓말, 하루하루, and 붉은 노을 remake sounds. Maybe it’s because I liked singing to them, but their new songs sound so electro and sort of un-singable(?)...
yesterday,
was the chillest day at work. Oh my goodness, if only every day were like that.
Not even kidding, all I did yesterday was scan items, cross out the price with a red marker, and re-write a new, discounted price. That was it. I laughed so much too. I was kind of intimidated by my co-workers before because I felt like they’d get kind of annoyed with me asking “Where did this get moved...
why the hell
can’t I be a nice person. can’t I stop cussing.
Someone please tell me a good strategy to help with my swearing. I am such a potty mouth.
holy shit, you guys.
One of my managers from work is a super close friend of Bruno Mars.
I tripped out in the car when she told me, you bet I did. She told me she met him behind a casino during a smoke break. He was there smoking too. They started a conversation and then ended up getting each other’s phone number, and became like best friends close. He had a long-term girlfriend he was seeing for about 5 or...
I wish I had enough money so I could shop all day...
ilovemilkyway:
This is the funniest shit in the world. I wish I had enough money so I could shop all day at YSL, LV, Givenchy, Dior, you get the point. I would not go to F21 for cheapass clothes if I had enough money. LOL, I SHOP THERE BECAUSE I HAVE NO MONEY.
Tumblr makes me realize how much of an angry, bitchy, depressed, and whiny person I am inside.
no.
Thanks for trying to comfort me and all, but
all this witty and “humorous” shit is not fucking helping. You’re just making me think of you as a complete jerk and asswipe. I’m nervous as fuck about this surgery and you can’t be serious about it with me, I’m sorry as fuck that I announced it on tumblr thinking that this was the only place I could actually talk...
on the bright side,
I’m happy Big Bang’s mini-album is finally out. Probably going to have this on repeat all day long while I’m out doing errands.
I have a few things to do today. I have to deposit my paychecks, pick up a letter that needs my signature from the post office, and meet the doctor. Just three places, but ugh, they’re in different places in Koreatown. I should start driving....
surgery ii
I’ve been nervous about my surgery but not very nerve-wracked about it, which is pretty unusual for me. The doctor kept telling me that I was going to be fine, it was a simple procedure, etc.
Now that my surgery date is getting closer, and closer, I’m stressing out so much. I’m starting to feel really scared. It’s not even a life-and-death surgery. I’m just being a...
My family is so broken.
Political activism is NOT a fashion statement.
I’m feeling pretty selfish right now. There are so many bigger problems out there. It’s not even that far away. I don’t live on another planet or something. It’s just around the curve.
So many people dying and fighting for what’s right. I’m sitting here with a closet full of clothes, a refrigerator with food, and luxuries. Yet I’m thinking that today was...
Why won’t they break up. I’m horrid for thinking this, but I can’t help it.
How the hell is she able to stand him for so long. This is not helping to back up what I had been saying. That “I was so good to him. No one else would be as good to him as I was.”
Damn it. This is breaking everything I thought was true about our relationship—that he was the selfish...
Today fucking sucked.
So I heard EM is having a joint service with KM next week.
I thought I had pretty good faith, belief, or whatever it is I have as a Christian. But after hearing that EM’s going to come to KM service, I suddenly didn’t want to go to church next week. Oh my goodness, I think I despise some people in English Ministry. I’m alright with a few people like Choi, Kristie, Sam, and Jane...
I don't like it when the music I used to listen to...
friend.
I made a friend today. She’s a little girl in elementary school who lives on my floor. I said a short “Hi” to her as I was opening my door. She rolled around in her skates a little and said hello back at me. And then I went into my home and shut the door.
But I started to think, “When I was her age, I had friends in my neighborhood. I wonder why she’s alone.”
...
Where did the understanding part of me go? Just until last year I was able to read people so well. I was able to understand why they acted the way they did or spoke what they said. I’m just a lump of thorns now. I’m so bitter about everything. I’m sarcastic and annoyed.
When did I become someone who hurts other people so much?
Whatever is going on in my head is too complicated for you to understand. Stop being a little brat and trying to force me to think they way you do. Sure, I laughed it off in front of you, but I was quite annoyed. You aren’t a friend. You were. And thanks for that, but you don’t know anything about me anymore. You can’t force that kind of stuff towards me anymore. Think before you...
content
I can’t be comfortable with any place I go.
After moving to California from New York, I’ve turned into someone who dislikes changes and trying new things. If I ever find a change to be fresh, I’ll end up finding something I don’t like about it later on and brood on it for a very long time.
But California is just too much of a change for me. It’s my home now, but I...
There are times when I feel so unholy. I’ve had a tiring week, especially with that bloody thong and all. And I’m really stressed out about my surgery. I’ve been swearing like mad. Looking back at this week, I feel really embarrassed to have let my emotions run free and uncivilized. I should have known better as a Christian and as a person.
I don’t feel like going to...
disappoint
Yes, I draw. Very little. I’m a horrible artist. I’m not very creative. I barely improve. I hardly ever experiment. I deliberately copy. I’m not unique. There’s nothing my style that yells out “THIS IS MI SA’S CREATION.”
But everyone sees me as the total opposite. Everyone thinks I’m some super creative amazing talent who inherited God’s hands...
There was only the soft patter of raindrops on the window and the purrs of her cat that kept her company. She was alone and deep in her thoughts. Her every day was like this. Not one phone call. She wondered how her life came to be this way. Just a year ago she was amongst friends, laughing and making memories. And now, her life just seemed lifeless.
A car passed by. Its headlights shone through...
No matter what anyone says, I'm the best.
stuff.
I slept in today morning. It was the best morning by far this week.
Yesterday was just crazy. All star weekend=black people shopping all day. I don’t know why that means black people all day, but that was how it was. And there was this one crazy lady yelling and screaming about everything. I was terrified.
I think I’m getting a little better at my job. I’m a little faster, I...
Today morning sucked.
The bus came 15 minutes earlier again so I called a cab to chase it down. I paid the driver really quickly and got out of the car and started running toward the bus. I caught it, and then I realized I left my lunch that I woke up at 6 to make in the freaking taxi.
I almost cried. But I just called the taxi company and told them to tell the driver to have a nice lunch and...
please act your age
I pretend like I haven’t seen you even when you’re right in front of me and I answer curtly because in my eyes, you aren’t someone I like associating with. I get embarrassed when you start speaking to me in public because you start acting like a five year old in a twenty year old’s body. It’s freaky. And very annoying.
I hope the day comes very soon when you realize...
This is an extremely childish post. But I need to let it out. It’s bugging the hell out of me.
I hate it when people start speaking the same way I do. I know it becomes inevitable after spending so much time together, but there’s no one around me to spend time with and I hear all these people saying the little things I say after speaking with me once or twice.
I used to just throw...
I cackle when I laugh. My mom tells me to shut up because it’s loud and piercing. Now I’ll know when someone’s in love with me by when he says he loves my laughter.
anima-mundi-deactivated20110703 asked: :D Thank you so much for allowing me to follow you ! I’m very glad you said yes !
Hmm, if losing those 2 followers had anything to do with the content of your posts, then it’s probably the sad fact that a lot of people cannot take such sort of raw honesty because it goes against what they want to hear. We have to face that our mind is not always a garden full of roses,...
Hmm, if losing those 2 followers had anything to do with the content of your posts, then it’s probably the sad fact that a lot of people cannot take such sort of raw honesty because it goes against what they want to hear. We have to face that our mind is not always a garden full of roses,...
