April 2011
6/like
If this “like” means being in like with someone who’s got me helplessly and mindlessly struggling with my emotions of romance, then no, I do not like anyone.
However, I like Justin. He’s a very good person and I enjoy his company a lot. He’s truly brought joy to me this month.
5/irritating
Male I do not enjoy reading men like a book. It’s annoying when I’m able to catch on immediately that this boy likes me. It’s tolerable when they’re being cute about it, though. I’ll smile here and then but I won’t hold any interest in boys who don’t have much experience with having a girlfriend. But when he’s being uncomfortably obvious, it becomes...
korean-fashion asked: http://korean-fashion.tumblr.com/post/4249434890
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march
A lot of things have happened this month. This month has been the month I’ve written on tumblr the most. I’ve felt and learned a lot in just the past 31 days and I’ve gone through so many changes. It all started with a surgery.
I’ve realized how unreliable people are. I grew up with too much love that I thought I’d always have people to share some of my grief with....
March 2011
summarized
My life has just been about running away. I’m just too afraid and too powerless. All I am is a coward who runs away from her problems and expects them to be solved during hiding.
Laugh at me all you want.
I thought that once I got into touch with my half-sister I wouldn’t feel lonely anymore. I thought we’d have each other to consider as family and start off on a beautiful sisterly relationship right away. Well, we did start off very well. We were getting to know each other, trying to understand each other’s feelings of living with and without a father, and helping each other to...
cool story, bro
I can’t tell apart my dreams and memories sometimes. I’ve been strangely curious about my past these days. I’ve been doing a lot of thinking about my memories and wondering about how I’ve become the person I am today.
But there are some memories I can’t understand. I’m really not sure if they’re just dreams, or if something strange had happened to me.
A...
It’s very dangerous for me to have a friend at the moment.
Letting someone into my life is going to make my thoughts revolve around that person all day long, whether I like it or not. I will end up depending on that person to feel warm and happy, and my good and bad days will be affected by how happy that person makes me feel on that given day. It’ll be just like a crush.
And just...
manly
Today, I was complaining about how I got all the manly genes from both sides of my family. It started out with complaining about big feet. Then it moved on to hairiness. And then broad shoulders.
Before I could say anything else, my mom adds, “And no boobs.” I almost cried.
I really love Gustav Klimt.
4/tobed
I normally just wear sweatpants and a t-shirt to bed. If it’s hot, I kick off the covers. And I unconsciously strip in my sleep anyway, so that isn’t much of a problem. If it’s cold, I add another blanket, turn on the electric heat mat, or I wear a sweater. I know I believe that girls should always, always, always look good, but seriously, that’s tiring, even for me....
3/attraction
There’s a lot of things that attract me toward men. There’s obviously all the generic traits like kindness and all that. But aside from all that, these are probably the main things I become attracted towards. He first has to catch my attention. I’m sorry, but good-looking, well-dressed, presentable men interest me. I’d be lying if I said I didn’t care about looks. I...
ridiculous.
He decided to call me on Skype without a shirt on. Is this your form of “subtle” seduction. Because it’s working. Dammit.
Stop being so sexy.
I met a very old friend today. Actually, we’ve never been friends before. He was just super shy at church and his mom asked me to take care of him.
I met him while walking back home from eating dinner with my mom. He skateboarded our way and he yelled, “OH, MI SA, RIGHT?” and then just hugged me. It was pretty surprising. I didn’t expect that kind of reaction from him at...
I am so confused with all this new talk about our new store. Someone told me it’s going to be an entirely new line, new store. Someone else says our original store is going to be moved to another location in the mall. Another person says only one manager and one sales associate will be going there, and then someone else tells me all the sales associates and only one manager will be going to...
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Wow, I am so angry today. I had a pretty bad Sunday. I get so edgy and sensitive on Sundays.
people here just piss me off.
I don’t get it. Because I told you that I’ve made a few friends on the Internet, you’re creeped out? PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE enlighten me with your logic.
Are you saying that I’m only limited to making friends in my area and that it just isn’t “normal” enough to connect with people far greater than you are as a friend via Internet? Well, I’m so...
I don’t understand how all these people think they can just suddenly let themselves into my life. I’m not a hotel. You can’t just check in and check out whenever the hell you want.
I’m the one giving people the chance to let themselves in, not you.
We weren’t making a lot of money today so I was sent home early.
But seriously, I was annoyed like no other today. We have a whole bunch of “new” employees who came from Heritage downstairs. And one of them was working since 10 today. She was the only sales associate on the floor so she was doing all the go-backs for the entire store. And then I came in at around 11:30 so I...
honestly,
Church stresses the hell out of me.
My goodness, this is specifically the reason why I didn’t want to tell people personally about my surgery.
I mean, thank you so much for being caring and all, but frankly, it’s getting way too annoying. I said I didn’t want to talk about it so I told everyone a week after I had it. And I didn’t even say anything about it. All I said was, “I had a surgery.” If...
2/change in 2yrs
Two years ago would make me a junior in high school. I’ve had a lot of shit in my junior and senior years of high school. I was transferred to a new school and was trying to get comfortable. But everything was just so different.
During junior year, I was pretty desperate to make new friends. I wanted a new beginning because I didn’t think I had the greatest time in my first high...
1/weirdhabits
I do a lot of strange things when I’m alone. I pick at my leg hair. It’s just really entertaining for me to pick it out one by one. I have no idea why I do it. It’s such a waste of time, I know. But it’s just really fun. One of the most common things I do sometimes without even realizing it is rolling around. It just sort of starts by me laying down on my bed, thinking...
inspiringindepentalit-y asked: Ahah our future is being written. And I'm on the couch on my iPod all cocooned up. :D good밤 잘자!
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the rest
5food Pasta Sushi Burrito Soondae gook Kalgooksu
4books Alice in Wonderland Pendragon series (KEVIN SEO, GIVE ME MY BOOKS BACK.) Harry Potter 1984 (it’s always a delight for me to pick up) And how is anyone able to name only four of their favorite books. What the hell. Besides all the young adult I read, there’s a lot of Stephen King and Michael Crichton I love. Urgh.
3films Nausicaa...
Just unfollow me.
I’m not full of all the “quality” posts I’ve gotten so many loving comments about anymore. I’m sucked dry. I’m just staying here for my dashboard.
Maaan, and I was just one follower away from 130.
ridiculous.
Paul: Now I remember what I was going to say
Me: quick! before you get kidnapped again!
Paul: oops forgot
Me: NOOOOOO -STRANGLE-
Paul: LOL HAHAHAH
Me: rememberrr nooooow
Paul: maybe ill remember tomorrow xD
Me: DKSAL;GE!!!!!
Paul: LOL :D
Paul:
Paul: So your oppa has a problem
Me: HA
Me: JIRAL
Me: but go on
Paul: i forgot to say that too SHOOT
Me: DSAKL;EG
Me: ARE YOU PLAYING WITH ME RIGHT NOW
Paul: LOL :D
Me: YOU ARE. OHMYGOODNESS.
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This old man thinks he can play around with me like this. -___-
EXCUSE ME, you ignored me for months now and what? 오빠? HAHAHA, you've gone senile.
paulkim,
I’ve missed you so much, love. Stop forgetting about me when you have school, jerk. I hope you’re having a lot of fun with girls for once. You should experience more kisses, HAHA! Sigh, 2 years older and I’m the one telling you how to live.
Text me when you’re bored, doofus. We needta catch up. :) You almost heard “오빠” from me but now we gotta start all over...
myfreakinggoodness
I am so disproportional. It pisses me off. The top half of my body is a small, sometimes even an extra small. And then. My hips. They’re a freaking medium.
What the hell. I don’t want my dresses falling off my shoulders or scooping too far down my chest. But I don’t want to feel squeezed in a dress. What do I do.
But then again, I’m about a size two or a zero sometimes...
I think I’m going to end up marrying the man who looks at my no-makeup face and says, “You’re beautiful.” Asdfghjkl, I can’t wait until I finally get to hear that for the first time.
I miss Adam couple. They left such an impact on me ahahahaha!
여자가 많은 남자 필요없어.
I don’t need a man with a lot of women. I’m very possessive. I don’t care if they’re just friends. I’ll just end up feeling compared and uneasy all the time even though I want to be the cool type of woman who’s pretty chill with everything. I don’t want to deal with girls calling my man for comfort and crying in front of him. I believe that there are catty...
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Sometimes, I think that I’m just way too good for some people.
6places
Japan I don’t know, ever since their first earthquake this year, I’ve been really wanting to go there. I just want to take a whole bunch of cup ramyun, bottled water, and blankets and be there. I’d probably be useless since I forgot all my Japanese and I have no money, but I just want to be there. And even though I wouldn’t know how to communicate, I’d like to just be...
I’m not too concerned with losing weight these days.
I would love to have a much slimmer body and face. But when I become a size or two smaller, what happens to all the clothes that I’ve purchased until now? I’ve been spending a lot of money on myself. Thinking about all that money wasted would make me even more miserable than being a bit thick.
And spending more money to...
7wants
Money Because I want clothes, shoes, accessories, bags, and all those nice things. And I want to be able to go eat out to someplace fancy with my mother. And buy her all sorts of things. Yeah, I have to pay for my surgery bills. I don’t understand why they’re sending me bills separately. Just give me one shock, please. Not multiple ones every week. I also want to be able to donate much...
I haven’t been posting much lately. There isn’t anything much left for me to say anymore.
I’ve sucked myself dry by using tumblr. There’s nothing much left on my mind now.
agh
My church is moving locations. Somewhere on Sunset or something. And they’re probably going to change the name from LA Sarang to Vision Sarang or something since the new location’s not really in Ktown.
I need a car. I need to learn how to drive so my ma and I can continue going there.
Remember that time when Fred and George repeatedly...
fuck-yeah-tumblrs-best-posts:
“Christmas was coming. One morning in mid-December, Hogwarts woke to find itself covered in several feet of snow. The lake froze solid and the Weasley twins were punished for bewitching several snowballs so that they followed Quirrell around, bouncing off the back of his turban.” - SS/PS, CH. 12
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I literally...
UPS,
Are you fucking with me right now.
I was waiting for the phone call to come for my delivery. I finally got a call to my house phone and I immediately picked up and said, “Hello?” Bitch hung up on me. So I thought, Maybe it isn’t my delivery.
I refresh my tracking page and it says, “First attempt made. The customer was not available on the 1st attempt. A 2nd attempt will...
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