July 2011
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Is it just me or are other people’s dashboards getting pretty slow too? I remember just being half an hour away from tumblr and having to look through 20 pages of my dash. Now it’s more like 3 pages.
Is everyone getting bored with tumblr lol.
June 2011
Anonymous asked: You're so beautiful, strong, and poetic. Keep that gorgeous head up.
I think I might have a crush on you -__-
I think I might have a crush on you -__-
I sort of never want to go back to church ever again.
I deactivated my facebook. Again.
It was starting to suck for me to see people being so happy with other people. Deactivated so I could save some of my pride and stop self-pitying.
I’m so goddamn pathetic.
It’s just me. I’m just giving myself excuses like, “I’m younger, I’m an American,” for why I’m such a fucking loner. But the reality is, I’m not the only “young” person, nor the only American in that group. Everyone else is able to get along so well.
I’m just angry with myself for not being able to. There’s two majorly...
How the fuck do women not die from bleeding so damn much every month. I think we’re made of magic.
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Okay, so I have two therapists now. Does this mean I have to say everything twice.
No matter how hard I try, no matter how many Sundays I will attend church, I will never be able to fit in with the rest of the group.
It’ll be the same story even if I switch churches now, which I don’t intend on doing because I don’t really want my face to be known by (more) strangers.
It’ll just never happen. They’ll always treat me like an American child who...
I have a younger cousin. She’s probably about 4 years old now? She’s my cousin’s child, so they make her call me auntie. Well, when she was born, she had all the love from her parents, two sets of grandparents, her mother’s side, and her father’s side.
Earlier this year, her aunts on both her father’s and mother’s side had babies. And they’re boys....
I sometimes wish I had a beautiful face. Or that there is some magic in my plainness at least.
I’ve finally found the brilliance and beauty of movies. Forgive me for being so late.
I’ve got lots to learn now.
The thing about texting with fobs is that they get too easily confused by one tiny spelling mistake. I have to make sure my texts are perfect before sending.
roomfouronefive replied to your post: Hey, from what manga is that gif on what the boy says for the girl come closer and kiss her? Thank you lovely!
lol it’s nuts how many times this exact question appears on my dash
LOL, Justin, look what you’ve done to this poor person’s dash.
Anonymous asked: Hey, from what manga is that gif on what the boy says for the girl come closer and kiss her? Thank you lovely!
I have a bruise on my arm. It’s turning into some nasty ass green color. I feel like I’m turning into a mutant. What if I’m the next superhero?
MUTANT MI SA.
Anonymous asked: I hate it how you have so many anon haters,I bet they're fucking ugly.
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Anonymous asked: you are not even pretty. i don`t know why you care about your looks so much.
Anonymous asked: why does it matter then?
I think I’m afraid of school. Just, afraid of a huge group of people who have connections with one another shoved into one place.
I think that’s why I’m stalling so much.
I know it’ll be inevitable to try to stay solitary. I’ll make friends here and there. And I’ll eventually become the moron I was back then all over again. I do know better than to have so...
Anonymous asked: appearance doesn't matter..
I don’t get it.
My full-body mirror makes me look like the skinniest fucking girl alive. And then my bathroom mirror that shows up to about my hips makes me look like some she-Hulk with man shoulders and ginormous hips. I seriously feel like the ugliest person on earth.
So when I wear a bodycon dress that fits tightly and shows from mid-thigh down and stand in front of my full-body mirror...
My entire life feels like a dream.
My newsfeed on facebook is getting raped by “My Previous Life.”
I have a date tomorrow. Can you tell how excited I am. I haven’t been on a date for a really long time.
YES! -arm motion-
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Belleville Rendez-vous Les Triplettes de...
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I’m positive that what I’m feeling is only curiosity. And maybe some lust mixed in with it.
I wanted to know what kind of a person he was when I caught his eyes glancing in my direction the first couple of times. As time continued to pass, I wanted to jump at any chance I could get to speak to him. Sadly, no one I knew had ever spoken to him. We were in different groups and that made...
I start therapy tomorrow at four. Wonder how it’ll go.
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Looking through my archives to find something is a bitch.
The second night during retreat was really hard on me. Everyone had spent the entire day getting close to other people but I was stuck in my own hole. I still wasn’t saying a word and that made other people decide not to speak to me.
Watching the other people in their circle of warmth laughing and enjoying their company, I felt terribly lonely. A thought came into my head. “It might...
Anonymous asked: Weird question time!: When did you start getting cold sores?
Godammit, World, stop telling me what to think.
During the week when I quit working at Forever 21, we’ve had people move into an apartment on our floor. They were moving awfully early in the morning. Normally, I wouldn’t have woken up at all the sounds, but that one morning, I was in between sleep and consciousness. I heard all the sounds in my conscious state, and they were affecting the dream I was having in my sleep.
I heard a...
Anonymous asked: Hello! We know eachother IRL, although not extremely well, but I would just like to let you know, that I am sending my good thought to you (although it isn't much, i know). I am anon. because in real life I am afraid to feel like I would just be butting in or something like that. I don't want to send off the wrong feeling (?)
As you can see, I am not very good with...
As you can see, I am not very good with...
gettin' down
Me: fryday
Me: fun fun fun
Me: partyin
Me: partyin
Ji: OH MY GAH
Me: bowl and cereal
Ji: dont do it!
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Retreat's on Friday. I really wanted him to go. He's been playing hard to fucking get. This is his punishment.
I ran into my favorite couple yesterday after church.
They’re always so bright. I always get mixed feelings whenever I look at them. Sometimes, I feel hope. Maybe, just maybe, my future can be as bright as hers, with a perfect man by my side. Then, other times, I feel utter misery. He’s one in a trillion. There is no way someone like that would find me mesmerizing. I haven’t got...
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I’m going to our church retreat on Friday. Um. I guess I’m pretty excited. But I think this excitement is just at the thought that I’m going to be packing for a 3 day, 2 night trip. I like packing bags. But at the same time, I wonder how my mom’s going to go back and forth from the hospital for her radiation appointments. And I wonder who’ll pat her back while she...
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For a long time, I gave up searching for someone, or being sought after. But for the first time, I wanted something. At the same time, I was afraid of losing it.
I want a wren as a pet. I think MooMoo’s a friendly enough cat.
Anonymous asked: you mad?
Anonymous asked: but wouldn't hanging out with pretty people just make you look uglier compared to them?
