My mom just confessed to me that when I was a baby, she had me on her back and then completely forgot that I was there. She said she started freaking out because she thought she lost me somehow and called my grandma to come over before they decided to call the police. My grandma came into the house, saw me on my mom’s back, and started yelling at her. Ohmaigod.
Everyone’s prescription for my depression is: get a boyfriend. Seriously, how nice would that be. But at the same time, how much more stressed would I become? I really need days, maybe weeks, to spend time alone. I don’t know when this phase comes over me and neither when it passes. I don’t think anyone would want to volunteer to deal with me. And I don’t want to put...
I love how my excuse for taking excessive amounts of pictures is, “Sorry, I have a blog to run.”
I seriously think my boss fucking hates me.
I kind of lost track of time while I was MIA. I just needed to get away from socializing for a bit because staying in the company of other people was just driving me crazy. So, this probably isn’t in chronological order But I’ll try!’ I have to walk by this corner every day on the way to work. It’s a pretty block! But you wouldn’t want to be caught walking here...
Art Center graduation gallery
I was at the Art Center graduation last Saturday after the book fair. I wanted to take pictures of everything there because it was just so amazing but I was really sick and there was also some areas where photography wasn’t allowed without permission. Here’s a few that I really liked. None of these are my artwork! And pictures definitely don’t do it justice! I only know a few of...
I don’t think anyone understands how much I hate going to work on Saturday mornings.
Is it just my kind face? People have been stepping all over me all my life. I’m just the easy sweet-looking girl that looks like she’d never say no—no matter what my look is. And I cannot believe that of all the people, the ones who know about my bitch card are the ones treating me like this. I don’t know what I’m supposed to do about this. Because being nice and...
Autumn Tale is playing every Thursday and Friday mornings. I start off those days with sobs. WHY IS THIS DRAMA SO SAD WTF.
What if I got purple hair again. The last time was disastrous, but only because I had no idea what I was doing.
I don’t think I really understand kissing.
LA Times Festival of Books @ USC
I’ve been feeling super sick since yesterday. Last night was a really hard night. I felt like I was going to vomit any second and I had no idea if I was feeling too hot or too cold. I knew I needed sleep but I kept waking up every half an hour to kick off or pull up the blankets. I desperately wanted to get better because of the book festival. I didn’t go to work this morning for that...
I doze off a lot when I’m with a lot of people. A lot means like 3 or more people. I’m never engaged in conversation because I’m socially retarded and I just don’t care. So they have to either snap their fingers or clap their hands to get me back in zone. This is what I’m seriously thinking while my mind is out there, not even joking: I hate all you fuckers.
I was at Cafe Scent with Choong on Monday. I’m his official English tutor. He’s going with me to the book festival. Hopefully, I’ll be able to find some children’s books with audiotapes for him. I had a cup of hot chocolate. I wasn’t expecting any foam art on it so it looked especially cute at the time. Though it’s kind of badly drawn haha. It tasted really...
OH MY GOD, IT’S BEEN FOREVER SINCE A KOREAN DRAMA HAS FILLED ME WITH JOY.
I want to start over. I want a fresh start in a new city where no one knows me. I want to leave everything behind and bury all my memories here deep, deep inside where I will soon forget about them. I don’t think I’ll miss anyone. The only things I’ll probably miss are the neighborhood cats and birds. I want to rip out my hair whenever I think about all that’s happened...
karmindy: allonsyblue: 148km: okagami: [Harry Potter - Dress Up] REBLOG WITH YOURSELF!! it’sa me It’s so cute, go make yourself~ Though this is quite not me. But the sorting hat put me in Ravenclaw!
I don’t care anymore. Unless you directly come to me with your worries or troubles, I really don’t give a rat’s ass about anyone else. Call me selfish or whatever, but I don’t have the time for anyone else. And I definitely do not have the time for petty gossip. Who broke up with whom, who did what to whom, who hates whom. It’s stupid information. And I find it cute...
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trainer-blue: omnomoceanfruit: kokotan: nonsensicalart: pokemontrainerrasi: stupidsexygarrus: ryki: hipster-robin: Carly is a homo guy, short purple hair, green eyes, height: 167 cm. sdklfjsldkf i am crying Ryki is a mature guy, short red hair, brown eyes, height: 160 cm. WOW I’M STILL THE SAME HEIGHT!??!?!?!?! Beca is a shy guy, short blue hair, red eyes, height: 150 cm. ...
I just remembered how nasty protein bars are. UGH. I NEED THIS TASTE TO GET OFF MY TONGUE.
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PixieOak19278 LOL. I had a hard time deciding between that and StoneRose.
embarrassing story of the day
My group was leaving the church to start heading over the Cafe Loft. I saw this familiar person. Just the way he was dressed, how he was walking, and just the aura of him made me sure that this was one of the people I really like at church. So I sprinted toward him like the flash screaming, “AHJUHSSHI!!!” It turns out it wasn’t who I thought it was. Everyone who saw was...
I teach fourth graders now! I’m no longer a 2nd grade teacher. I’m kind of sad because I found out today at the teacher’s meeting so I didn’t really have any time to prepare my good-byes with my kids. But the fourth graders are definitely a lot easier to control. They’re little know-it-alls but they try to cooperate with me. I went to church with ‘apple...
Today was a pretty fail day. First of all, I went to work. I was super tired, but I somehow managed to get through the hours. I was supposed to go have fun tonight but my friend got into an accident on the way to my house. I’m glad she’s okay but I had to sadly change back into my bum home clothes. And when I decide to have a night of reading instead, I find my nook in the sad state...
I have a problem with everyone.
It’s not a very good idea to try to get close to me.
★Blessa Kim August 25 Type B 5’5, 115lbs Korean Receptionist reblog tumblr ★Likes: Cute/pretty/pink things Skulls, spikes, studs Flowers YG Family Urban Outfitters Animals Knitting Sushi, pasta, Kalgooksu, soondae, curry Fantasy novels Gustav Klimt Strawberries, peaches Candies, snacks Arts&Crafts/DIY Mickey Mouse, Rilakkuma, Gloomy Bear DC Comics Games (FF, ProfLayt, AceAtt,...
I was getting sick of my old one and I just wanted something clean. I love it so much~ Maybe I’ll add a background later on. But for now, I like how it is now, heehee.
Today was a rainy day. I almost flew away because of the wind! But lots of snails came out to say hello. ﹏﹏﹏﹏@v <(hi!) And I picked a flower on the way back home from work. It’s not an alcohol bottle, it was Martinelli’s, haha. Here’s a drawing from my old sketchbook. I based it off of a picture of a Japanese girl I saw on tumblr. It’s somewhere on my reblog...
i survived Friday the 13th
I don’t believe in it but strangely, almost all the 13ths of Fridays were really bad days for me. Or maybe I just remember they were bad days so vividly BECAUSE they were Fridays on the 13th. So, I guess the label does mess with my head. The last one we had, I got hit by a car. Another one, it was a rainy day like today. I was running toward my friend, slipped on a puddle on the way, and...
been a while~
I got my camera on Good Friday! And since then, I’ve been taking it around with me everywhere. It’s a D3100 and it’s surprisingly small and light! I really love it. I even named it Nicholas. I met with Kyung and Cecile for dinner before going to church for Good Friday service. We had ddukbokki and salmon sushi rolls. Sadly, my friend wasn’t working at the time so I...
I can never get used to how real reality is.
Anonymous asked: Please smile. I am sad when you're not happy.
I don’t understand why it is so hard for me to maintain relationships. It’s ridiculous how socially retarded I am. It’s so hard to explain how I’m feeling. When I try to write it out in words I feel so foolish and naive. Though I want to blame my social retardity towards the people who have pained me in the past to make me distance myself from others, I’m only left...
My mom had a surgery today. They took out the remaining of her tumor. I should be happy but what is this fear that I’m continuing to feel?
I was supposed to go to bed at 10. I stayed up because I procrastinated. I despise doing the dishes these days. My mother accidentally bought this dish soap and it smells like flowers surrounded by rotting fish and vomit. I don’t know what kind of person thought that kind of aroma smells nice. Seriously, though. It smells really bad. I stayed up 2 hours past my bed time because of a...
I think about killing myself quite a lot these days. I have no future. I will forever stay a slave to money. I’m losing the little I had of “talent.” I have no idea who I truly am. I don’t have any hope. Unless some sort of miracle happens, like a couple million dollars coming into my bank account, I’m a hopeless wreck without a future.
lordknights asked: if we're talking about crushes then i have a crush on you too but it's more so admiration/friendly crush because you are sugoi and suteki ◕‿◕✿
Anonymous asked: I've liked you for some time now. How would you react to my confession?
Kobo eBook is so cute.
Holy shit. I don’t even care about all the geeky stuff about tech. All that matters to me is the library available to eBooks, memory, and design. And the Kobo definitely wins in design. Why… did I not know that another eBook existed apart from Nook and Kindle. I am killing myself looking at these models. If you’re considering on getting a cute eBook, Kobo Touch is the way...