Imagine he comes back from Korea and he’s back with his ex-girlfriend. I will cry a river if that happens.
I'm so silly
I don’t know why I miss him so much. I always saw him every Sunday. It’s been TWO days since I last saw him but why do I want to see him so bad already. What am I supposed to do when I feel like this now but I have to endure four weeks until he comes back. I hope I’m just being this way because thinking about not seeing him for a full month is too much on my starstruck heart and...
I woke up today morning, and I can’t stop thinking abut what happened last night. GOD HE’S SO NICE. I THINK I’VE FALLEN FOR HIM ONCE MORE. Why am I like this. UGH I CAN’T BELIEVE I TOLD HIM I LIKE HIM A LOT. I feel really relieved but at the same time I’m freaking out even more.
I’m too stupid, I can’t tell anyone what happened this weekend. I don’t know why I’m like this, I can’t even explain to anyone why it’s only HIM that I become so bashful and get starstruck by. I’m being silly. I’ll have to calm myself during the month he and my friend isn’t here. Just a solitary life again. The life I like and am used to.
Officially the lamest person at confessing.
HE MAY NOT BE SINGLE ANYMORE?! I… I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO NOW. DO I STILL GIVE HIM THE STUFF I’VE PREPARED?
I want to try pottery. In my junior year, I was in a ceramics class but the teacher never paid any attention to me because she just thought I was some art genius compared to the other kids. And I always wanted to try throwing on a wheel but someone was always using it and I was too scared to tell them to get off. I wonder if there’s like some art center or something in LA where I can try...
SCARED THE HELL OUT OF ME.
Now I know why people in movies always write, rip out, crumble, throw, write, rip out, crumble, throw, repeat.
I saw Drew Barrymore at Daikokuya in Little Tokyo last night. She smiled at me.
I am craving currypan and takoyaki so much right now if someone came to my house with a huge supply of it and proposed I would say yes.
Long story short, there’s this boy who has been crazy about me, I don’t even know why. I just think he’s unable to control his feelings. He liked me after we saw each other for the first time since middle school. And he told me he loved me. I don’t even know how someone can do that. He did this to my friend too so it’s not that we have this crazy irresistible charm or...
Just kidding, no Disneyland.
Katamari Damacy all morning instead.
I need help writing a love letter.
It’s been years since I last wrote one and I don’t remember how I started it, what the hell I wrote, or anything. I only remember I used really cute stationary, wrote really, really neatly and cutely, and put in pressed flowers or leaves in it. I can’t start it with “I really freaking like you that I dream of stroking you every night.” And I’m going to avoid...
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Anonymous asked: what do racist koreans say about chinese people? I want to be prepared ^^'
I'm a chameleon.
I’m so afraid of what other people will think of me when I first meet them. To different people I meet, I’m a different person. It’s like I have multiple personalities because all of them are “me.” They’re all a part of the true me so I’m not faking anything. I just draw out more of one side of me toward a particular person. I really don’t like it...
I realized that whenever I make good friends, I still continue to tell myself that no one likes me and that everyone will get bored of me sooner or later. So when the people who have been beside me really do leave, I can just sigh and just move on.
I lost my debit card again.
AGAIN. The third time in… two months? I checked my online bank statement and no one’s used it Wednesday, Thursday, and today so far. So I think it’s somewhere safe. But I’m still flipping out because I need it to go to Disneyland on Sunday.
Okay thinking about this girl gets me angrier and angrier. So I’m going to vent at 3 in the morning when everyone’s sleeping and I’m going to keep the swearing to a minimum. This girl. She came to church for one Sunday a few months ago, March or April. She gave the wrong first impression on me which is a pretty big deal for me. Everything about her just didn’t do it for...
I don’t know how I would confess to this boy I’ve been crushing on for the past year. Every scenario I come up with always ends with, “… I want to stroke you” or something seriously awkward and creepy like that. Or just me running away. UGH BUT HE’S GOING TO REJECT ME IT’S JUST OBVIOUS. I just want to confess so I can get this over with, be heartbroken...
There would be bitch patients on the day I’m not feeling very well.
Some people can say the cruelest things.
Really need to pee but sitting here alone in a cafe using 3ds internet and paranoid as fuck about someone jacking my dslr, nook, and 3ds.
I am becoming scarily depressed again.
Anonymous asked: Can you show us your handwriting? It looks so cute
up since 5am...
I was going to take my mother to the hospital but the Access car didn’t have a space for me. So I’m just waiting until 8 to get ready so I can go take my driver’s license written test. I’m so nervous about it that I’m actually studying. My mom’s like, “I expect a 100!” But little does she know that I’m actually doodling ¬ ◡ ¬… I...
Anonymous asked: In your most recent pictures for that driving school you kind of look like So Hee from Wonder Girls! So pretty! How do you do your makeup? Describe, please!
Driver’s written test tomorrow. Then driving school. Then behind-the-wheel test. Then motorcycle training. THEN GET A MOTHER FUCKING MO-PED. Oh man.
Right after I restrict someone on my facebook, another strange person appears. I don’t even recall talking to him. I didn’t even know we were facebook friends, what the hell. So awkward I’m scared to reply to him. WHAT DOES HE WANT. I JUST WANT TO LIVE IN PEACE.
Movies I still need to watch
How to Train Your Dragon Ghost A Walk to Remember UP The Artist Norwegian Wood Harmony The Pianist Billy Elliot
Me: -barges into cousin's room- OOH YOU PLAY GUITAR?
Me: Then what is it? Just decoration for when girls come over and they go "OOH YOU PLAY GUITAR?"
Cousin: Yes. Exactly that.
Me: What if they ask you play. What do you say?
Cousin: I tell them my fingers hurt.
OOOOOOOOOHH I'M TELLING!
Fucking love saying that. It only works for me in my family because I’M THE YOUNGEST TWERP. And they spoiled me when I was a tiny girl. It is so fun messing around with my cousin.