I don’t think anyone understands how much I want a pet.

I was determined on getting goldfish but to have that I need a 10-20 gallon tank because they die quickly in fish bowls because of the toxins they release and their insides growing.

Then I wanted a lizard but they’re only cute as babies.
And I don’t have the heart to feed them crickets.
PLUS, I’d be scared to sleep with crickets squirming in my house.

I’d love a cat again but that’s out of the question.
That includes bunnies.

Now I want a bird again. But they poop way too often.

I DON’T KNOW.

Augh.