TIME TO LOSE WEIGHT FOR NEW YORK. I’ve been getting chubby these days because I’ve been eating so much and not moving around.
I’m probably going to wear my white lacey peter pan collar dress I have to the wedding because it’s like the only cute dress I own.

I’m kind of sad that I have to let go to going to retreat and see his beautiful face for an entire day and having hallucinations of him before I go to sleep while he’s sleeping in the cabin next door. I was hoping to get a step closer to him this time.

But then again, I was really scared of this one girl trying to murder me in my sleep because of her hatred towards me.

WELL, this solves everything, I think.
I’m so, so, so, so, so happy.
Oh my gosh.